My anger has subsided, the pain yet remains. The hurt, the agony. What am I to do? Do I "Rage against the dying of the light?" Do I "Keep on fighting, til the end?" Do I go on, dreaming, hoping, working? Do I test the limits and go beyond? How am I to reconcile things? I know I am to blame, but I am not alone. The fault has been placed on me, when it should be shared. What must I do to make it right? Can I make it right? I know, as much as I want to, I cannot quit, I must try. I cannot just live and let die, it is not me, I must lash out, right or wrong, I will fight, I will go on I rebel, and I live.